Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Make Do With It
you gotta strut like you mean it
free your mind
it's not enough just to dream it
come on, come on
get up when you feel it
it's your chance to shine
strut like you mean it
come on, come on, come on
Lazy to post much tonight. Kinda sleepy. Tomorrow perhaps. Nitezz.
strut,
ezz
11:35:00 PM
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Mash Up
Stop the 'breast' touching, please... Cik Minhat and Richard, oh my god, those two are uncontrollable.. Ahh, so anyways, today I only remembered counting the stock cause tomorrow new stocks coming in. It's so freaking leceh. And stup. And new worker starts tomorrow, a friend of Sanjeev i heard, hope he's friendly like Sanjeev himself.
I'm losing my voice.. And the snot meter is clearly rising and i got no time to visit the doctor. Been living off sis's meds. Left about 5 more pills.. Crap. Clearly i got nothing to talk about here.
I've been thinking, as the days go by, I am losing it bit by bit. Trust me, you won't see it in my eyes, but I'm slowly cracking inside. There's so many things going on in my head. Life, religion, beliefs, family, friends. Mostly life, mine, and how i plan to live it. Work is great, it keeps me distracted, but every time i get home, all this bullshit will start going through my head. I'm not emo, don't worry. Emo is not my thing. But everything will be complicated if I start voicing out.. And I don't think I can do this alone. I pray to god, but like i say, what if your actions contradict your beliefs? What do you pray for then?
-YOU, should stop making lame excuses and uncessary lies, seriously..
- and YOU, should stop reading my blog, Miss S_ _ _
Alright, I'm gonna need a good sleep. Nites ya'll.
anti-love song,
ezz
11:00:00 PM
Monday, December 28, 2009
Turn Right
Work work work. Firstly, i prefer roasting room to the manual packing room, but i have no idea why. Secondly, i hate packing coffee powder. Lastly, Cik Minhat and Richard are becoming waaaaaaaay too comfortable, it's like watching bad porn. HAHAHA!
So anyways, this flu is killing me. And to make it worse, i think i'm stuck packing powders this week. Flu be gone, please... But I'm loving the sore throat, it changes my singing voice. I have a different range now, i can hit them low notes with ease. Heh. Alright, I'm good, for now..
this smile i consistently put on, is just for show...
done,
ezz
9:40:00 PM
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Growl Is The Necessary Accessory
Been busy the past two days. Saturday was supposedly half day, then got overtime. I didn't even bring lunch. Blergh... Then met up with eldest Sis & Dayang at orchard, planned to eat at Mad Jack, but Elly wasn't there yet. So ate at Seoul Garden. Then after that went home and slept early..
Sunday woke up at 7 to send off Dayang cause she's going back to KL. Then went off to Expo with Mum and sisters. Breakfast at Burger King and bought some stuffs there. Then off to Vivo to shop, though i haven't get my pay yet. But whatever, Top Man having sale! Bought 4 tees at Top Man, a pair of jeans and also a green long sleeve shirt :D Then while walking out, saw this nice polo tee at Fred Perry, which Elly offered to pay for. Booya! Ouh, after that when to visit Kak Suriyah. She just gave birth and her baby is craaaaaaaaaaaazy cute! Haha. Ya, that's basically the weekend. I'm fucking tired and tomorrow got work.. I barely felt the weekend.. Gah. It's alright, I'll just think of pay day..
I need a helping hand, i need a friend, i need someone i can trust...
it's a long run,
ezz
10:02:00 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
Knock Me Down
I was sadly a little pissed off waaaay early in the morning, so I didn't bother going to the zoo with the family. I didn't wanna bring down everyone's mood. So went to the mosque with Az, then ordered takeaway from KFC and LJS and called Ellis, Hanis, Asnira, Johnny and Min to hang out. Only Ellis was free, so went over to my place for lunch and watched Glee, then watched some movie, then attempted to karaoke but i have no idea how to switch on the equipments. So yeah, Christmas was well spent i guess..
I hate this feeling. I'm lost. And i have no idea how to make things better. What do you do when your actions contradict your beliefs?
true colors,
ezz
9:38:00 PM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Streetlights
Today was tiring, maybe cause i didn't get enough sleep almost everyday. And i worked and talked with Kumar the whole day, then at 4.30, he shook my hand and said 'eh, hari ni saya punya last day ah'. So soon.. Just when i was about to get to know him.. :/ And there's something fishy going on there. Kumar resigned. Cik Minhat doesn't want to sign on to the company. Complicated as it seems.
So tomorrow work halfday, i think. Yeah. Then there's a christmas party. Ouh yeah! Then will go out with Waiean they all. Booya! But for now, i'm gonna chill till i fall asleep. ZzZzZz
*Reminder to myself, top man having sale.. Will i get my pay by then? :/
packing is booooooooooring,
ezz
9:17:00 PM
Zoom Korea
I was about to sleep, then the door bell rang. Sis was back from Korea. Awesome! :) And she bought me lotsa food/snacks. Ya, i mean everyone buy me food everytime they wanna get me something. I say, keep em' coming :D
So... Slow day at work.. Alot of people didn't come. Kumar, Cik Samsol, Travis.. Blah blah blah. Super never come, so Uncle Simon and i shake leg.. Heh. I'm soooo gonna ask for Kumar's shift on Saturday if he continues to not show up for work :D:D:D
Alright time to hit the sack... Ouh, and i heard my whole family's going to the zoo on friday. The zoo..?? Great...
shut them eyes please,
ezz
12:18:00 AM
Monday, December 21, 2009
Stop & Erase
Another day at work... Uncle Simon and Kumar didn't come. I'm attached to the roasting room whole of this week. So today met Cik Minhat. I think he took leave last week, that's why didn't meet him. He's friendly and funny, and likes to tease and crack lame jokes at other staff. His jokes kelaka seram la, if you get it you'll laugh, if not, you'll probably go 'huh?' Two words to describe him, hilarious weirdo...
Conversations i remembered today:
Richard: I buy 2 pocky. I buy sweets also. You want buy?
Cik Minhat: I don't want buy sweets, i want buy love.
Everyone: *gave this '-.-' look* and then they laugh... lol
Cik Samsol: Alamak, susu dabis.
Cik Minhat: Kejap, tunggu kakak dengan aunty naik.
Abg Zaidi: Samsol tak minum susu tawar la..
-sick, but... hahaha. nvm.
Sanjeev: Oi, boleh angkat sorang2 ke?
Me: Cuba nasib ah.
*then he stood one corner and watched me wrestle a 50kg bag of beans by myself. he laughed, then he walked off, thanks a lot ah Sanjeev -.-
Alright, i'm done. Now get lost.. Ouh, and i weighed with my left hand today. booya!
tweet tweet,
ezz
8:51:00 PM
